Standing on the edge
I am balancing on the verge of serious collapse. It’s kind of tough what I am undergoing these days, yet it’s nothing compared to problems of those around me. But being a drama queen – I kinda have enough of this.
Normally, I would blind myself with pessimism if I didn’t find something to motivate me. And that is precisely what has motivated me each and every summer – to make a music video.
This time, I think I am sober about my ideas and will do a simple music video, release it under a different nickname and do what I should have done years ago – promote something that is worth promoting.
It’s not gonna be an easy way to do it but I really want to. Other than that, I not only want to be a perfect partner but most of all I need to concentrate on studying, growing and deciding what to do with my potential next. Cuz people, I just want to fight for my dreams even though I cannot name any of them tonight.
Go for it. Because YOU can do ANYTHING.
Sounds good…I think I’ll submit you some music…