Old memories of summer long ago and the friend that you used to know

I noticed something interesting these days. I guess more than ever, people around me like to remember their past, the pleasant things we went through, certain time periods or friends that we once were close to.

First I thought it was only about me. I, very often, sort through old memories. It’s not like I live in the past, but my life has given me some very interesting experiences that are always worth remembering. There’s much to admire about my past and much to learn from, still.

Also facebook brings so much nostalgia these days. It’s getting really popular in Slovakia now and so lots of old friends I haven’t seen for ages are adding me or in reverse. I mentioned here my style of keeping friends. Over ages I’ve come close with large groups of people yet in the end I always stay in touch with few of them. But you know facebook, everybody is adding as many friends as they can. I select through them and delete them as well. It’s funny how you simply can discard some friend from your life. I deleted all the fake friends from Bristol. They were all just spies anyways.

So not only I am now remembering the childish times on Hogwarts RPG webpage in Slovakia with my friends but also talking after so many years with my best friend from childhood Nina. There were so many things I forgot that I remember now when talking to her but never remembered before.

I guess it’s just some remembering season. We have last 114 days at school and the pressure is just too much so that we’re skipping school at every occasion we get (like I did today). We’re supposed to concentrate on present situations but we need to remember all the things that school put us through so we’re being very nostalgic.

As far as my personal life I don’t cry anymore over the fact that I’ve changed. I know once I am away from Slovakia and have plenty of time for myself, to educate myself, to entertain myself and read lots of interesting things – I’ll be back in all my glory LOL :D It’s just too hard to be so in awe with everything when all you have time for is procrastinating or studying, or better yet resolving the issues with your loving one.

So he’s also the case why I look back, not to a distant past but certainly thinking over how things would be different if we could change the past.

I went through my old poems and wrote few new ones. The old ones are really crap though those few new ones are okay. I wish I could post them but they are either full of rage or about an inappropriate subject. Besides, I really meant what I said that I have to somehow censor myself because one person enjoys being bitch she definitely is and I am awaiting her to step at my precious blog for the first time very soon. We’ll see though. Her intelligence isn’t something you could possibly see. But that’s whole different story.

I am going to sort through old memories of summer long ago and the friend that I used to know…and there’s his face and that ancient name that ancient name :)

~ by Lenka Bliss on January 28, 2009.