The dash turned to dew

After the long days of dark and grief are done

we’ll meet our spare part to enjoy, to have fun

We’ll smile the smiles of this world 

forgetting what was, what hurt

We’ll write stupid rhymes about girls and crimes

We’ll be old and weak and cute in no time

then will come the splash of what we knew

and the dash will soon turn to dew

Until then we keep what we have underneath our shirts

and we take them off in the middle of our decent flirts

we’ll pretend that nothing of that has ever happened

and we’ll pretend that consequences never mattered

Our dirty minds will fly away in time

but it’s time to let them thrive

before the moment turns to dime

let us be free, blissful and alive

 

Oh you can tell that it is such a cheap piece of art if that can even be called art at all :) And yeah, it was written by myself, exactly three months ago. I don’t even know why I feel like sharing a piece of poetry here, I’m usually very ashamed of my works after some months, especially if I make it public. But I do that from time to time, just to see that I am somehow doing better with some new “poems”. And also this is quite relevant cuz long days of grief and dark are done and out of ordinary dash something beautiful turned to dew and it’s my current situation. :) 

Yeah, things are much much better now. We’re not over the tough part yet but only few days and the situation have lightened up. :) Girls have work, we’ve moved out to another place, also temporary, but probably have some stable accommodation from the 1st. I guess the accommodation thing just waited until I learn to write the word “accommodation” which I finally did. :D 

I am working whole lot more than UK laws allow but I am having fun and actually don’t care. I will be paid properly and also sometime I have a free night in the hotel if I work until 2 AM or so and starting at 7 AM. This is also some reward that nobody else can profit from except for me. :) So yeah, as long as they can appreciate me, I am able to labor. 

Since I know more or less the work of the bar, restaurant, C&B and also room service – I swap between those places during one night several times wherever they need me. That can be interesting, especially in the bar where work is more casual and I can actually talk to guests – if they speak American English. Other than that I am rather quiet cuz I am not comfortable to speak with British people at all. 

I have some big news to come out with in next post so until then I just say that I am doing much better and one more thing – I already started with my application to Stirling University and others in Scotland for September 2009 :) 

Gotta go, we’re having party tonight. :) 

~ by Lenka Bliss on June 25, 2008.